Tears roll down my cheeks... in my mind. And my heart grieves at the cold shoulder of a soul mate, heaven sent, so pure in love, yet so hard and cold; a paradox of sorts.
Emptiness, discontent, restlessness... and I wonder - is it healthy to place all your love in one? That they hold your heart, your life in their hands?
How deceptive and unforgiving are the heart and mind, that they made me idolize one so highly, and yearn, and long, and burn for their love, their acceptance, their touch - whose warmth I feign with the smooth snuggle of my pillow, come dusk, come dawn...
It's a lonely way, I know.
I pray, I look to the Great, to align our paths, me and the one..
Emptiness, discontent, restlessness... and I wonder - is it healthy to place all your love in one? That they hold your heart, your life in their hands?
How deceptive and unforgiving are the heart and mind, that they made me idolize one so highly, and yearn, and long, and burn for their love, their acceptance, their touch - whose warmth I feign with the smooth snuggle of my pillow, come dusk, come dawn...
It's a lonely way, I know.
I pray, I look to the Great, to align our paths, me and the one..
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